~I'm back!~

I was in the hospital since 27th til 29th.Just got back one hour ago..I thought the bone pinning operation would be a simple one,but man...I had to stay in the hospital..and lotsa procedures to be done..

The day before the fateful ski trip,we had 'nabe'(japan's steamboat)
There's the X-ray,the doctor bending my palm(OUCH!!!!!)to pull the bone back to its orginal place,then it was decided I really needed to pin the bone to make the bone grow..So off I went for AIDS and other virus checkup,blood check up..before entering the Operation room..Its exactly those we see on TV,the round glaring lights,the operation table..Worst still I got to witness my own operation,first they anesthethise my left arm poking at the vein on my left neck,it hurts like shit..

Then,the operation goes on after my arm went limp..I'll spare u guys the whole procedure..let's just say,its not very nice.. Killing time before eating..

(I actually wore a gown,a cap and was push into the operation theater in a wheel chair!!I hurt my hand,not legs!!!)
A short visit..
I saw how the pin was inserted into my palm from the direct X-ray screen,while I was half naked (still have my gown on but that's it)with a lot of sensor attached to my arms,legs and chest...(feel like a lab specimen being tested)Luckily I was really drowsy after not having enough rest since my ski trip so I was sub-conscious of everything too..

Ski..

After the operation,I was wheeled to my new room,one next to a window..And that night I had dripping yet I could eat like a normal person..The only thing was,my handphone battery was running low and I had a hard time telling Diem what to pack for my stay in the hospital,thank goodness Ling was still around..Sawada sensei was ever so kind to wait for me to finish my op before picking up my luggage and bring back to me.. Hostel covered with snow..

With a book to kill boredom and drowsiness=sleeping to kill time,I survived the stay in the hospital.The first night was tough cuz they had to check my blood pressure every 2hours or so,the 2nd night being my stomach discomfort having to eat too much at the ski place.. Snow flakes

Well,I had a wonderful suprise today in a sense that it snowed today!!!From the window of the hospital,on the 6th floor west wing,I saw the beauty of white snow covering the rooftops,field,cars etc..Just as I was about to get disappointed that the snow was a short one,it snowed again,with wind blowing hard..I could almost see the snow fairy dancing in the changing course of snow blown by the wind..I felt like I was inside a glass ball filled with snowflakes..I was elated in a way that in Suzuka,it hardly snows at all..I was lucky enough to witness one..(except for the man-made snow at the ski place,this is real!!falling from the sky!!!)

So erm,thanks for those wishes.Would really like to thank all the senseis who helped me at Takayama,Aina,Yen Ling,Kondo sensei who helped me the most by taking me for check ups before handing me to my own class teacher,sent me back too and intend to take me for disinfection this coming 31st.Ben and Jin for helping me with my luggage,Jin who accompanied me when others went for ski,Clement for helping me with the lunch tray,Soo for helping me dress and taking care of me before leaving to Taiwan,Diem for helping me pack and taking care of me from now onwards,Ling for packing,change bed with me on the double decker bed,cooked the porridge for me just now and worried about me so much,the nurse and doctors for taking care of me..and my friends who have mailed me or messaged me..thank you..

Before operation..

I realise I should be more careful from now on,cuz my own mistake should not be other's burden.See how many people helped me to get on with my should-have-been-easily-done routine???I'll try to do things myself as much as possible bearing in mind that I DO have to ask for help at times..4 to 6 weeks to recover..Oh my..

Erm,now I have a huge pin drilled into my swollen left palm with a hook facing upward poking out from my flesh.The pin will be removed on the 5th,I hope..At least my finger is no longer shorter than the rest..I just have to be careful from now on..Happy new year everyone..(imagine I managed this using only my right hand..hahaha..)

~Merry X'mas~

Merry Christmas to all..My gift for 25th of Dec,an injured hand..Thanks to a ski trip I,fell,injured, and broke a bone on my left palm.Now wearing a cust and typing with one hand.Really a great experience huh?

Dun wan talk d,lazy type..haha

~Thursday night~

Nothing much..someone..teach me how to stop that guy from mailing me would ya?It'll be a great help...sigh..

Holidays coming but not in the holiday mood,compared to the time I just arrived,my hols this time revolves in..Ski,Osaka and 1 whole week in the hostel..If only I could work...

~20th Dec 2006~

11 more days and its the year 2007.Can't really believe time flies past just like that.With the ever changing course of weather,it took time for me to get use to one weather before switching to the next.Thus,it felt fast,as I learn to adapt,get use..and switch again.Before I manage to get use to the weather,exam periods,it already Dec.

Oh my..I'm not going to sum up what I have done this year,it'll be a long and boring list.I just can't help lament,how time flies...

There are times I really need a hug,a call,a mail...
There are times I just can't be bothered to reply any mails..
There are times I feel elated especially when I get my results,
There are times I feel like slapping myself for being so stupid.

There are times I enjoy the company of friends,
There are times I just like the solitary feeling.
There are times I enjoy travelling and the road to my destination,
There are times I wonder why I spend so much money on travelling and souvenirs.

There are times I'm surprised that I could live here alone,
There are times I find that Japan is no big deal.
There are times I get angry at someone I know,
There are times I bad mouth others.

There are times I just wish,I lead a different life,
There are times I just wish,I could give everything up.
All in all..there are times in my life which I don't like,despise,hate but there are times in my life worth cherishing..
Another year over..welcome 2007!

~最悪~

最近有人说我火气很大,多次叫我冷静。。也因此我为了要控制自己不要乱发脾气而生闷气。加上自己的愚笨，明知自己班的前10名的宝座会因2，3，4甚至1分而有所改变，还在这次考试犯了学生们考试的致命伤，粗心。。。现在的我，还没有勇气到老师的办公室去问我的名次，我真的没有脸见人。。我，真的很累。。

16科之中，13科的成绩已出，勤劳的老师也算出了这暂时的名次，而我，再次感觉到“心痛”的滋味。。那天可算是我最倒霉的一天。。100分明明就掌握在掌心，却因为粗心，丢了14分。。那张考卷是在我得知暂时名次的同一天派回来的。。糟透了心情，就想到去“部活”去歇一歇。。真的有够乌龟王八蛋的，出来的时候发现雨伞被偷。。他妈的。。为了那留学生交流会，我和舒欣忙了一个星期，却在同一天晚上，不小心消除了两个Slide，可恨的是，那些照片都没有存，只好再上网找。。。那时已经是我考试后第4天连续超过12点睡觉。。怎么那么累啊。。。

好想嚎淘大哭一番，找人听诉。。却觉得自己的笨拙，是自己的错，泪也只好往肚子里吞。。拼命在网上chat的时候，也尽量不要把自己的气，不耐烦发泄在他人身上，可是被人多次叫我冷静，想必我。。失败了吧？在此，想向某个人说声谢谢，多次找你诉苦，不好意思啦。。。希望你不会觉得不耐烦，盖我线喔？？谢啦。。

~A small party~

Sorry to disappoint you guys but there's no 'updates',you know what I mean..He did send some mails again after that but I was too busy to even bother to reply.Cuz Soo Sing and I was working on a powerpoint slideshow for today's Foreign students (interaction??)party..

Soo looking sexy in her so-called 'cheong sam'..

Soo and I got the most compliment for doing the best slideshow and speaking in the most fluent Jap..hahahha
It was much more fun then I thought it would be,with us presentating about Malaysia to about 50people in the canteen..The canteen made Roti Jala and Mien(Vietnam) and Japan's food was some rice cake covered with red bean paste.It was delicious but I was damn full..
The curry for Roti Jala was not hot all yet the gals are choking with tears saying its hot..

Some 'candy' for the guys..

Soo,Ling,me and Diem

The 9Foreign students of Suzuka technical college..
Thank you...

~Updates~

My exam is over...yeayeayea..Did well or not?Ha.....dunno..Depends on how you look at it,but hey,at least its over!!!

So seeing that it was exam period,nothing interesting really happened.So what to update lerrrr??Well,just as I was pondering and pondering what to update...hahaha..A funny thing happened..May Ching said its hot news,I say its..humorous...

Here goes...

There was a Japanese classmate in my class trying to hit on me...

It started with a innocent request for my phone number,I gave him since I see nothing wrong with it..(The first male Japanese classmate who have my number)Then came a mail asking me to teach him Math (before exam week)..Made a lame excuse said I had something on that weekend,but was suprised as there are more superb classmates who did better than I..

Then came yesterdays' mail..An innocent one asking how was exam etc..Having hearing from my tutor that if he sends mail again,I must be careful(no idea be careful of what),I went to her again.This time Eiguchi joined in the 'fun'..

They replied all my mails for me..

At first it was no big deal,but he sorta 'made' it interesting (to us)..After saying,how was exam etc,came...

"Ti,just wanna ask you,do you have a boyfriend?"I was like -_-""""""""""

Where got such stupid people who ask so straightforward one..By now,Eiguchi and my tutor was almost falling on the floor laughing hysterically...So we played along..

"Do I look like I have one?"

"Well,I dunno,recently I saw you walking with a guy around college festival..."

"Oh,you must mean Anuar my friend,the other foreign students from Malaysia..Well,I sure hope I have one though.."(the second sentence was sent by my tutor just to lure him to see what he will say next and to confirm I don't have one...sigh..)anyway..

"Not even a boyfriend back in Malaysia?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Well,I was thinking of asking you for lunch,but if you have a boyfriend,it might not be a good idea no?"

"Should I go,how many people will there be?"(I already have plans today,but again,my tutor they all just wanna see what is his reply,goodness,this guy is really brave larrr)

"Eh,I just wanna talk to you,so only the both of us??I actually didn't really give it a thought how many people should go..."(we were like,this guy arrr....Really play along with what we thought he would reply)

"The 2 of us??Oh,I suddenly remember I have lunch with principal tomorrow.."(That is the truth,just that I didn't 'suddenly' remember,I memang remembered...)

"The principal?What you guys talk about?And is it really impossible if go out just the two of us?"

(My tutor:He must think you have something on with the principal...I gave her a big 0_0"")

"Well,foreign students sometimes have lunch with the principal,teachers etc..And besides,I'm not sure if you could understand my Japanese.."(A sad fact that,I still have problem speaking fluently..)

"Its ok,I have no problem understand foreign student's Japanese,cuz I have a lot of foreign freinds..And,if you don't want,its ok to say no actually..."

(tutor:Chose 1.Ask him why he have so many friends,maybe he just made up a lie to impress you..2.answer whether you want to go or not..Lazy to think of a reply whether I wanna go or not,which I was really contemplating...I chose one..)

"Really,how come you get to know so many foreign students?"

(blah blah blah about his trip to Thai and some communtiy he joined etc..
Eiguchi:sounds real wor....)

"Oh really,ermmm I see..Oh anyway,today exam finished huh,I'm really tired d.So goodnight.."

"goodnight"

My last reply was rather abrupt,but the truth is,I was REALLY tired and ermm..I cannot think of a way to reply his lunch request so...I left it hanging..

So what do you think?Feel free to comment..(In case you guys wanna ask what kind of guy he is..I can say,as you all can see..He is not very bright,studies sucks.But I gave him compliment for being a brave fool to trying to hit on a foreign student,and he's pretty polite..We are not even close,just greet each other once in a while,thats all..)so...had a good laugh??