~"Hectic" life~

Been quite some time since I last post up anything..so bewarned that this would be a long one...

24/1/06:
Chen Li made her way to KL for shopping..Woke up extra early,dressed and waited for 45min before the stupid Taman Desa bus finally arrives..An aunty came up to me at the bus stop asking if I would like to share a cab to Mid Valley but me not going there so..soon found out there was 5person going to Mid Valley..They took cab while I continued waiting..It never occured to me this well dressed aunty would share a taxi for she was actually very properly groomed..Thought she'll pass for a well-to-do and high level class of the society had she not waited there with us middle class people at the bus stop and asked to share cab..Anyway,made my way to Klang bus station,the bus driver making a second round at Taman Desa so as too find change for my RM5..Don't blame me,I prepared the right amount of coins for the ride and put it in my bag,how I know there was a hole there and the coins went deep inside in between layers of my bag?Was suprised how nice he was,purposely went a second round to get change for my note..biane..Had yong tow foo lunch and Chen Li called saying she'll be arriving soon..Never expected she'll arrive so soon so...Only got Wan Hong's birthday gift box..no time for my dress and watch-battery changing..

She arrived,I jogged to Pudu nearly out of breath,met Ee Jin..(i dunno how to spell names so...sorry ya) and soon,Alan..Ee Jin looked familiar but I didn't say anything until he told me he thinks I looked familiar too..On the way to Pasar Seni I ter-linked everyone I know from Malacca and after confirming with CL that he's a Malacca-can,I asked him if he was at Chiang Shen's birthday party...BINGO..we met at Teo's party,he was Teo's secondary school mate..Talk about small world..I have no idea why I can remember him seeing that Teo's party was a super huge one..Subarashi??hehe..Went to Kelana Jaya,met Anne once again,sweet as ever,and we head to Sunway Pyramid for ice -skating*note to Mayc..*grin..

Felt like such a klutz after not skating for 2 years,and I was practically not moving..Took me 1hour to get back on my feet...and on my knees..sigh..the bluish mark on my knees are...quite beautiful actually..hehe.just damn paiseh falled once in front of Ee Jin,he had to help me up..After about 3 or 4hours of skating,had enough and went shopping..Poor CL,she had to watch us skate..After that it was her turn to turn hyper,we browsed quite a lot of shops too...had lotsa fun and even tried archery..My hand was all shaking after that,man,the bows are heavy!But the guy who taught me was pretty nice..Even helped me pulled the string a little and helped me aim..hehe.my stupid astigmatisme and contact lense made me shoot all in the wrong direction..sheesh..I know I can do better..Embarrased myself in front of 2 guys in one day..great...

Contact lense soon got problem and had to take off,half blind all the way after that(red eyes made me look arrrghhhhh...)..Hate that contact..sheesh..After that bid Alan(nice,funny and quiet guy),Ee jin and Anne goodbye,tired and my ankles hurt..That stupid skates cut my leg..until like so nice somemore got a triangle shape.Took CL home with Metro bus..God,don't even know they stil exists,so old..Met my mum then went for Bak Kut Teh dinner and Entrepreneurs Park,nice nice..Very full..Came home shower,mum went out,got car,took CL go find Alex..went Pasar Malam there,pretty big and lotsa stuff..Self-note:Taman Desa pasar malam really no standard..Noticed the new THE STORE never occure to me Keat Yee working there,until later.Then we went mamak..went home after that..showed CL my winter clothng and accessories,self-syok and perasan a bit then conked off....

25/1/06:
Took CL to nearby restaurant got Yee Tou Mai(fish head bee hoon) and was suprised to hear Malacca don't have this dish.(had to take her there cuz mum took car to school,sigh,if not taking her to OUG for nicer Pork Meat noodles)The bowl was pretty big,she finished quater and I finished only half..took the same Rapid KL to KL Sentral and went to Times Square.done our shopping there..Self-note 2:Gained weight already,cannot fit into dresses that LOOKED masuk-able..Grabbed something from Fortune,hard to find cheap and nice ones now..I said grabbed cuz it didn't really made me looked good(no trying some more)just something presentable and I have to get something,else mum will scold me for not buying anything after 1WEEK of shopping..yea,me fussy..very very fussy..Head to Sungai Wang after that.managed to get something cheap there..Sungai Wang to cramped so head to Mid Valley next..Took monorail to KL Sentral and on the way bumped into Susan(don't think she recognised me).Self-note 3:I know quite some people studying in Australia I think,having summer hols now they all,so can invite them to party..Came to MV,as expected got nothing.Had Dunkin Donuts and Auntie Anne's..Dunkin sucks..Time to head back and on the way a cute guy approached me..Said something like he's from the Homes,with the file and everything showing the orphanage etc..Gave him all I got in my pocket at that time,RM3 I think..Call me dumb but me anggap its adding my karma..hehe..

Both of us collapsed once reach home and rested,shower..Then had to meet up with Yann Yoong they all..Reached there just on time when they all reached too..Saw Michael Chong,yea,the MCA person in charge of the Public Complaints I think..The reserved most of the places so we go behind.Had a nice buffet stemaboat at the Telephone Restaurant(lame name),felt bad because CL served me more than I served her..hehe.She can pass for as a good wife..Still,however much I ate,didn't felt full that day..suprised..Had an ealy Yee Sang too,felt proud cuz I didn't make it too sweet..hehe.Had a great time seeing the girls,asked them come my party,gave Wan Hong her birthday gift,don't want bore CL,so took off early and we went to find Alex again..Must be PMS,got a bit irritated by Alex and argued a bit.Went to his Aunts house drop off something then went for Tong Shui,didn't speak much...again,must be PMS(+ fatigue??)later CL tumpang Alex car,we all head to my house.I drove like maniac.fueled by a little anger.Got home got sms from Chee Wei so called Chee Wei,had another date to TS the next day..sheeshh..tired tired..They all came 10minutes after I reached home.Chat at my house for about 2 hours then blur blur Alex drove home.Conked off flat..again.

26/1/06:
Early morning took Rapid KL with CL again,went to Petaling Street for breakfast.CL no appetite so took a few mouths from my porridge..The porridge in Petaling street is really nice.Felt really really bad for not introducing more ncie food to her.One,cuz I don't have car,can't take her to all the places,2.stomach have limited spaces and 3.She don't really have appetite..But lucky she managed to finish her CNY shopping here..Then we walked to Pudu and sent her off..Felt pang of sadness seeing her off.Then I took the train from Plaza Rakyat to Hang Tuah,walked all the way to Times Square.Why walking here is so worth mentioning?Cuz after skating and 2 days of shopping mall-hopping,my legs are as good as training for a marathon race..All the lazy muscles also all worked up..Did I mention the injury I got while "praying" on ice?Plus archery shooting?Enough of exercise for 3 days...

Met Chee Wei and Edwin,this time Chee Wei's hair is much better though it'll look great if he can highlight like he used to have.Edwin again lost weight,why-lar guys lose weight so easily?Watched Fearless,gross movie and don't really have "umph"..Wasted cuz Jet Li such a good action movie star..Recognise the Japanese Guy from Ainiyukimasu..Look better here..Then we accopmanied Edwin for his shopping..Saw nicholas,Aaron Lee with gf..Sheesh,how time flies..the cute small size Aaron also got Gf di..bought Keat Yee's gift then we went Sg Wang..After buying some(on Edwin's part only,CW and I on budget a bit)more,we head to Cosmic Bowl,me on top form,got highest and beat the boys..Had 128..CW got 113,Edwin 81..me hyper..Then had pool where I sucked after not playing for so long..then sms-ed Emerson for dinner..Thought he was drivng..so had a little miscommuncation on the sms part..hehe..http://zeo-x.deviantart.com/journal/7712864/..read this for the miscommunication..haha.Soon met him had Korean,it was pretty nice..I can start to love Korean food..Went to Gift Shoppe and see all the difference since I left..my legs killing all the time..(blame on the sport shoe also,kill my toes..sheesh)then lepak-ed at MV again cuz we have no better place to hang out..(I have crazy crazy ideas)got Alex's early bday gift..chatted outside his gate for about 2hours..soon ended in mamak also and spent another hour there,contact lense killing..Been up almost 18 hours without sleeping..I cannot tahan..With al the "workouts" somemore..Self-note 4:I gotta control my ego..Reached home,showered,had stupid stomach ache..Either the Korean Food or the mamak drink..then slept..til 11am just now..

today:
woke up at 11am,did lotsa chores,packed to go back hometown,finish up my Korean drama,online chat a bit..Blogged,more chores,didn't take lunch..Bathe and rot..yeah,i'm loving it..Worrying bout my party,I think its too big a group for games,but will try..the end for now..happy CNY everyone..having headache..lack of rest.water and energy..

some day I'll have "sushi for breakfast,Ramen for lunch and Udon for dinner"...got this from Em..Am I looking forward to it?hmmmm.....

~KL is so boring...~

Went to Mid Valley again..This time to watch Memoirs of a Geisha..It was pretty good actually..Who say it wasn't?Well,the critics are kinda hard on this movie saying the pronouncation of the English is kinda terrible but alas,you don't expect a movie to be completely perfect no?(it'll be boring that way)Well,truth to be told,I really give a thumbs up to this movie..Maybe some people are too harsh on this movie citing that the costume was all wrong et cetera..But to me,a frequent movie goer and can be considered as quite fussy one too...This movie is above averagely-good..so...recommended!Had a great time meeting up with Elizabeth,Pui Zhan and Vivian..Though most of the time we were chatting more than doing anything else..hehe..Pui Zhan had an excellent memory and knows every tid-bits that has ahppened in Senstosa..whoash...RESPECT

First saw Vivian was suprised to see we had the same short length hair..hehe..Went to Vincci and Sook Fan said we looked alike..haha,just like the secondary school days,we stick to each other so much people used to think we were sisters..Still don't see the reseamblance..anyway,me super high di.went to relative's house warming and all the relatives thought my sis is older than me...haha,I'm kinda fluttered in a way..I'm YOUNG LOOKING!!giler high..Yesterday got my hair done got a winter jacket and some winter acessories so was kinda high..Emerson belanja makan kat Bangsar some more..haha..But didn't know it was disaster in disguise..Had an upset stomach the whole night after that,too full and ended up having a tiring and restless night..sigh..

Sudden train of thoughts:what if my party turn out to be a damn boring one?What if no one wants/or sporting enough to participate in the games I came up with?sheesh,I'm desperate enough to go "google" for games..what if the group was too big??Why friends on msn keep on asking who else I invite?does it matter so much?You all come party not for me but to see who is here?What if some of them got annoyed being dumped into the pool?so many what IFs....

I give up..time to call some friends for help..crossing my fingers,hoping it'll turn up to be a blast..(I'm talking to myself:"YOU TRYiNG TOO HARD LAR!!)

~That's the way uh huh uh huh!!~

I've been online 3 times already and was busy blog hopping and chatting and finally got myself to do this today..Yosh,my exam..THE final one is finally OVER!!!!!..My plans??going out on outings with friends..(loads of them)Most of them would love to do CNY shopping while I..like in today's case..I spent the WHOLE DAY at Mid Valley..and got..A bracelet..for my friend's birthday gift..Wanna know what my kaki shopping got?total of 4shirts and a jean..Superb no?They even bought more yesterday at Times Square..Respect giler...Me?dunno lar,so not in the mood to get something new just yet..Guess I'm thinking about getting more practical and good quality clothings which will make me drool and "make" me bring them to Japan..So far,found nil in MV...hmmm,where else should I go then?-__-""

The last day of the exam I was ecstatic and went giler with Ayuni and Ain..running through that song(read title) over and over again,doing the jiggly and "peace-ing" and Indian head-move dance...haha.That's when I noticed that every minute seemed like a drag..It was a very very very long one hour,40minutes,20minutes,5minutes and yes,the last minute was the longest of all...Made me realised at that moment that,we often take things for granted and unless we pay attention to it,it will just slip through our fingers just like that..hmmm...How often we have taken thing for granted and never take heed to its little but nevertheless impactful significance?Sigh,enough of this sudden pang of melancholic feelings...I'm on holiday am I not?

Forget it,the nagging feeling is still there..Might be the disagreement I had with my mum in the car..I cannot understand the way she won't let me drive after 2 and a half years..and I couldn't understand her way of thinking:Is it that hard to give way to others at times while driving???Does she have to show her temper when the staff at the cashier ignored her when she chose to jump queue even though the line was short?....What is wrong with her?I hate it when I have to argue with her,she say I follow the book too much but if its possible to follow it,I don't see the NEED to actually go against it no?Is it wrong to be right?

Well,since this is not really a happy entry,I shall keep it short..Hopefully I'll cheer up by tomorrow.Some thought in my mind right now:
I hate being down..
I hate feeling restricted..
I hate getting myself tired..
I hate my aimless and random thoughts..
I hate feeling ironic and being miserable..
I hate myself for being so arguementative..
I hate seeing my flabs in the mirror..
I hate caring for others too much..
I hate not being good enough..
I hate being left behind..
I hate brainless me..

~Holly cow~

Yes,scold me..I'm here at home again..in the wee hours of the morning blogging this..And TOMORROW people,tomorrow is my Monkashyo exam..Failed it and I could use my well-practised Sayonara to Japan..So tell you why I'm here?The thing is,I just came back from Mayday concert,(yes I went to a concert a day before THE DAY) along with May Ching,Xin Ning and Hui Lin(May Ching's friend)..the funny thing was,although I kept on mentioning feeling guilty about it,I can't help looking forward to it too..And it scares me that I'm excited to be there and didn't study..but come to think about it,what has been done this far,if I haven't study enough and be prepared by now,I might as well just dun deserve to be here...So,heck,here I come..

And man,I had fun!I might just fall in love with Mayday..They rock man,they rock..The thing about concert,to me that is,I love to have concerts that is lively and power-packed(if you want slow and sentimental melancholic songs,might as well just listen to the cd or radio)..and Mayday just gave a full blast of energetic performances..2thumbs up for them..it started of with one of the member playing an old Chinese instrument(pi pa) and it was all full blast music then..Everyone was so energetic and the best thing was..Almost everyone is dressed in a RED shirt..So yea,it was pretty HOT!!Whoa,you should see man,everyone is like,geared up in a major party theme and followed the theme accordingly...now I know why they say Malaysians fans are the best!Yeah,Malaysia boleh!

Anyhow,the lighting was great,the music though too loud at times but still smashing,when the lights were dimmed you can see human-made stars all over the stadium and to top it all,the weather was in favour of their concert!After a downpour around 5 to 6pm,the sky cleared up for a brightly lit full mon and with KL Tower and Twin towers as backdrop,the atmosphere was just too good to be true...Our seats were pretty near the stage as well and we had some view man..The lead singer was like,THIS near..awww....nice nice...Anyway,I love huge screens and they even had the lyrics of the songs which was like..so cool for people who love to sing along(mua-lar who else),everything was like..PERFECT!I even stood on the chair at the end of the concert(wei,everyone leaving di lar,lotsa empty chairs k,so I'm not blocking anyones view or was too `high'...)Ok,so now that everything is over...I guess I just have to prepare to live for another 3more days..Gambarimashyo!!

Beside this recent event,I can't help but gotta put this is here man..I'm SOO blessed with nice people around me..I was so touched within this 2days..Yesterday,after a major dissappoinment of scoring a low point in the past year paper,I made a spontaneous trip to Sri Rampai alone at 8.30pm for de-stress.Well,Vivian gave me a call and it was...aww,so sweet of her.We chatted like the good old days as if we wasn't even seperated (she went to Singapore for her studies) and man,I missed her soooo much!!It was like,she just suddenly gave me a call to see how am I doing and it was like,a blessing from heaven,just when I'm so depressed too..After that,found that Chiang Shen,Clement and James were also at cc..guess what,when I left quietly at 10pm,(so as to let them enjoy their game and not waza waza leave and accompany me back to the hostel)I soon discovered Chiang Shen went searching for me when I sms-ed him about something else..I was like,"never mind I'm almost at the hostel" which was true..When he found me,20metres away from the guard house he gave me a pau for supper..I was like,gosh..So touched,just when I was deciding where to get supper for I had not been taking dinner yesterday..I was so touched man,dah-lar he purposely leave his game early,called me to look for me to accompany me back(even though in the end it was only a mere 20metres),yet he still got me a steaming hot bun for supper even when I didn't ask for it?It was so nice of him!!

Then this morning,when I open my toilet door..I found..A note with decorations and with words neatly written:"Kelly,good luck" and a beautiful bead-keychain attached to it..Yes,my toilet mate a.k.a. my kohai a.k.a Kai Ning,wished both me and Min Ley good luck for our exam and attached the keychain and note at our door for each of us...So sweet of her!!I was like,man,I have nice people around me..And hor,some more some more...that day Thursday right,when I went back alone after self study in class,an Indian guy actually gave up his seat to me..That time the bus wasn't packed yet,but after 10minutes it was sardines-packed and I bet he regretted his move but nevertheless,I'm ever so grateful..For the sardined -packed students were all guys...

In conclusion...what conclusion?I just gotta work hard and survive the next 3days,or else I might as well just commit suicide...no kidding..Cannot go to Japan,I might as well just rot and die...so in order to prevent that...GAMBAROU!!!!!!

~January 2nd~

I'm half good in everything...Wanted to list this down ages ago but everytime I online,I sorta get lost in my recent train of thoughts..so since there's not much here,I can now type back about "I'm half good in everything".Oh first,recent events..Mid Valley have this KTV place where its something like the Red Box and Neway karaoke outlet but it was a little bit more expensive..anyhow,don't wanna spend my time rotting at home so after much persuasion,managed to drag my sis and cousin there and sang..From 7pm til midnight..We really can sing til then ler,non stop flow of songs...Until we were desperate enough to chose F4 songs but didn't got to sing it,been skipping it..haha..Anyway,saw a kohai of mine and my sis's fren worked at the outlet,he said he should have warned us before hand not to go in cuz it was cut-throat pricey but..it was alright to me..Had a time of my life singing my lungs out,outta tune or not,I was there to have fun..(and I think I didn't sound that bad lar,of cuz if compare to my singer sis and cousin,of cuz no standard lar..but still...*zi lian..=p)After that had mamak at Yusof with mum,sis and cousin..Sms-ed Emerson,was wondering no reply until I just found out he got pick-pocketed while attending PeterPan concert..what is with these lowlife,can't they let people enjoy some moments and not destroy them?

Anyway,since siblings not around to scream with me for the rights of this pc,I wanna blog more til its time for me to drag myself back to the hostel...sighh...hate to go back for more studyign but then again,its only 2more weeks...So here,the I'm half good in everything..something I notice about myself long time ago,and just want to put it down in words..Not because of low self-esteem,just something to look at and might as well change about...

I'm half good at....cooking:Could cook up a simple meal but not those super ones for festivities or parties..they aren't super delicious either,just a simple and humble meal.The skills,picked up when I was young and learnt from my maid.Came in handy when I was in form1,when the maid went back to Indonesia and my siblings and I have different sessions for class,mine afternoon theirs morning..so,cooked lunch for them..my proudest moments..hehe

I'm half good at....swimming:Learnt how to swim a little after frequent visits to my current condo,my mum's uncle used to have a lot here so came here to make full use of its utilities*grin..Can stay afloat,and oni some cacat-ed frog style..Fast?no way...(my biasa saying"won't drown can di..")So if next year in Japan,have to swim for lessons,i'm so dead..Swimming instructor..wanted....

I'm half good at....singing:I'm not vocally good like my sister who can live on her singing alone(she National choir member,dun play play)But I can still sing a little without really outta tune.Some people are tone-deaf..Me thank God me bukan tat kinda people..But still,I half good oni lar..

I'm half good at....studies:Before you all go disagree with me,I wanna state that it's the truth..I'm only half good at it,unlike some people who can still remember lessons and ways to solve questions,I can only do it,with one-night-before-revisions..Besides,I am never tops..Usually about 8th,9th..14th,15th..But then again,top placings are too little,middle placings,lotsa places to spare..So I'm usually "middle-class"

I'm half good at....directions:Put me in KL,I'll know the places and roads....But not the names..After years of visiting Petaling Street,the Golden Triangle..I won't get lost in the city-part of KL but I'm no good tourist guide..I don't know most of the names or its attractions..

I'm half good at....interacting:I have a few close knitted friends,a few close,crazy guy friends and a few friends here and there..Still,however much I love making new friends,I do not know how to start a decent,original conversation,much less keep in touch with them..My friends here...hmmm,usually I'm not the active one who started the conversation..But know me well,I'm not as quiet as you think..

I'm half good at....disciplinary:Be it myself or to younger toddlers,I'm not really discipline at times..Sometimes however,you'll call me crazy for being too strict with myself..Especially when it comes to dieting..But at times,like now,where I should study..I'm here crapping..I'm so not good as a disciplinarian..

Well,I'll stop here I guess,its getting boring anyway,that's why..wanted to crap more but no ideas..And its 2nd of January,played enough,time to get ready and gear up for some serious mental stress for the 16th of January..It'll be living hell say...2hours from now,when I'm back at the hostel...I have to study..hell,who am I kidding..

~Happy New Year~

Ok,they say start the year with pleasant events..So,Happy New year everyone..Now the unpleasant one..Mother FUCKER!!You wanna party,party lar,grab people's ass for what??!!!??!?!

I went to Aunty Vivien's place for a farewell for Yee Ring heading to UK..After some twist and turn,played by the weather and some series of unfortunate events,I still manage to take my sister to Bukit Bintang for her "experience"..Didn't manage to call Chee Wei so I ended up hanging out with my sister and her choir gang..Not a bad group,met them a few times d..Took them to Starhill to watch Shafinaz,their choir teacher,who happens to be a Malaysian artist and she performed at Starhill..

After that we had 20minutes to rush back to Sungai Wang for the countdown..People were spraying aerosol confetties,spray can strewn all over and we were crushed,litterally,like sardines..But we had fun...Everyone was kinda polite to each other..Until the mother fucker bastard grabbed my arse...Siao giler Bangla...I thought it was maybe just a brush,but hell,the bastard started pinching..sickening fella..We were too crowded for me to had a good look at the fella but I can see he is no Chinese or Malaysian..Fuck him real hard man,fuck him...And before you people start thinking I dress skimpy,I dress in a sleeveless shirt and JEANS man,JEANS!!!

Aside from THE unpleasant event,I had a great time there..Enjoyed "sight seeing",enjoyed the foam(though quite annoying,it was nice..to soak up the fun atmosphere),enjoyed watching Nicholas Teo performing and seeing him up close..And enjoyed the display of FIREWEORKS...everyone was spellbound there and then when it was displayed.Magnificent..Love the array of shooting-star kind of fireworks..Had fun being the "guide" there,taking my sister and her friends along..We were lucky too for after waiting for one passing of monorail,a full pack one..The second was...EMPTY!!it was like,they purposely didn't stop at the Sungai Wang stop and emptied the whole carriage for the Imbi station,and our lucky stars were there..We WERE at Imbi station..Got home within,10minutes of waiting at the station..All in all,enjoyed the shoving,pushing,sweating and having greeted HAPPY NEW YEAR by strangers..But hell,curse the SOB,may he rot in hell...

Have a nice year everyone...