check this out..

i read about this blogger in The Star newspaper so i went n have a look...the URL is..www.kennysia.com..man,can he blog..check it out if ur free..i wud for sure..took this test in his blog,though it wud meant nothing but,just for fun..this is the result..

Congratulations Kelly, you are...



Joyce the Fairy of xanga.com/kinkybluefairy

If you are a car, your fuel of choice would be unleaded alcohol. You are a major party animal with an unnatural obsession with art, toys and all things fantasy. You think the world is too complicated and you wished it could be as simple as it was when you were 7 years old. You live with it. You work hard, but you don't take for granted the simple things in life that make you happy. Sweet candy, cartoon music, crazy friends, all these and more make you a happy person living in your own little world.


Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

~ISOGASHI!!~


damn it was tiring..having to go out for Initial D movie then slept late n today,we has sports day..again..not that i mind.. heres the 1 outta 3 pics i took..dun wanna waste my time but wanna enjoy the games instead..hehe..i felt like shit yesterday,began with Irfan looking oh so surprised i was with him n the rest to resit for the same physics paper..sigh. not i want lerr,how to get 80 n above?dampen my whole days mood,din feel like talking at all until i had dinner with Min Ley at Chilies..very nice but burnt a hole in my pocket..sigh..for the first time we almost dominated the cinema with 27 of us went to watched the movie..it was super nice n i really enjoyed the whole show..imagine 27 of us..wow..

the sports day was fun and as usual syazni n gang started to go a little wild n off hand..n i cud see clouds forming on low senseis face..hehe..but it was fun,though i felt a little outta place wen i was the oni gal in my team playing softball..we managed to get second place in it so..not bad lar..got top for volleyball n netball n third for nawa tobi.it was hell of a fun but exhausting..by now it one n after a drink with a fren who by conincidently will go to the same University with terk rong n sze huei..i'm flopped out..did i mention its saturday n i have a speech to write,math,extra physic homework..bllah,n dance class??oo yeah,testo on monday..someone get me a pill before i die of exhaustion or depression...

~Saturdays blog..~

i'll crap bout my schedule today,as of always..duh..(oh my,gotta jaga my language from now onwards cuz,my "readers" are gaining,fast!!)haha.hmm,today..can i begin yesterday first?

hehe,yesterday i was so hyper,i couldn't believe i was me at all..think it starts off with the Japanese Show,Ping Pong Bath..stupid name but..takyu onsen te..omoshiroi ega data..it was a movie unexpectedly good..and well,everything went smoothly for Min Ley n me yesterday,went for Kim Gary's for lunch and well..its nice no need to crack our head to choose the restaurant to go for food for a change..the movie,unexpectedly was good!and we got it for free..haha..didn't regret it a single bit!Feel good movie really brightens up my mood..n wat else huh??got a lot wait..chotto kangaete mite..

Oh,Emerson suddenly outta the blue invited me to go out for mamak drinks..mezurashi..and we went to have some dinner at Aunty Vivien's huge mansion at Damansara.hehe..was kinda suprise and then we had all the visits from Aunty siew Ling Ling,cousin from mum's side n the most looking forward to one..my cousin from my father's side..y?cuz i got my laptop!!wooohoo..sory for neglecting Min Ley while she used happily my desktop here..hehe..nm lar,i supa go mood di.then my laptop arrived..sleeklight and..all MINE!!whahaha..i was so tempted to try it out,i was like..wow! wow! wow!!haha..n the next thing that made me hyper?Emerson's coming to fetch me,at last after all this while me,the driver have to take him outta his house..i was like,cool car!!serious lo,u ppl must be thinking whats wrong with me?hyper bout other ppl's car but hey,it new and its my fren's!!its a Matrix..so nice..aww..envy giler!!demo light blue?err..chotto...

i was do tired yst that i can't stand to on9 anymore n..sleep here i came but not before i had to make thousands of sms?!!?!?Chee WEi,i hate u!!haha..no lar,he got family emergency thats why he cannot turn up for today's Batman show,where i queued up a day earlier to get the tix ler but cannot sell oso today..sigh,n they queue their hearts out whereas i got the dun want..wasted.blah!.so today,oni Fabian,Yeng Yeng,Keat Yee n I watched lo...wait..i shud put it in another blog..shud i??no lar,lazy di..straight from here lar..cut it short lo,no more nagging n craps..er,where was i?we had another er,"decide where to go for lunch" kinda thing n ended up at Burgers King without the burgers..n Batman,the main event of the day..my,how Mv GSC sux!the adver itself took exactly 15minutes!!!my my,dun they know anything about punctuality??and Batman sux at the begining too..i was forwarne by Min Ley that the first half of it will be a drag but,man really cannot that n it really is a strain to my eyes..well,the rest was alright i supposed,and then,another "lunch" for Keat Yee..Fabian looked a lot more better d,whereas Yeng Yeng too..my,why they have such smooth complexions?envy..met hui chien with her boyfriend too..and the outing ended again,at Kim Gary's..haha

Gotta rush home at 4.10pm,for another appoinment..haha.can hear that my dad is tsk tsk-ing away cuz like Mother like daughter..my mum was also out the whole day with her appoinments,more of makan thing lar..haha.shed change n..gomene..Alex Kim have to come n fetch me with Rosalind..i was ready n we went of to pick Kai Mei next..err,was a little late cuz he had to make a detour to fetch me so..gomen gomen..well,it was pretty supid of me but err, sorta have this habt of not really stopping tha much to chit chat n wen i jog i really jogged so er...hope no offence was made but,i sorta lead n went alone..sigh..what is wrong with me..anyhow,i truly enjoyed every bit of it,the Taman Bukit Jalil was huge!!n i regret din carry along my camera for there were pretty decorations in the park with fountains too..i went on jogging while switching to walking wen i'm dead tired,alone,for the 1 n half hour..finally saw them after i cud drop dead of thirst..then ice cream treat n photo taking sessions n chat sessions.by then i was finally cooled down n my sweat drenched shirt is getting drier by the minutes..back home,had an apple for dinner..can't help it,the "tea" at Kim Gary's was too much..thus..

for now..i finally acomplished this blog..a feat i salute myself..haha,cuz i'm tired like..dead tired..n..did i say i was gonna pack to shift to the new house??opps..its sunday di..Happy Father's Day n er..pack wha??go back hostel?shift house?no idea what u ppl are talking about...i oni remember,my LAPTOP...

~Friday di...~

yeah,i had another trip back to school (i'm getting bettr at this..)well,due to popular demand u see,ahem ahem..well,din manged to catch some of them yesterday,so well since i've received some frens saying they have free lessons today i was like:"why not?" so early this morning i woke up n drove my sis to school with mum n bro too..n yeah,cuz we're late again?(blame who?not me of cuz..)i wanted to go off quickly so that mum wouldn't be late..this stupid jerk swerved right in front of my car n wen i tried to turn out,wham,i knocked Veno's fren's father's car..holy shit,mum quickly jumped out of the car n talked to the man,dun think i need to pay cuz..its pretty much his fault too,having to swerved in front again,another fella..to drop the gals off school..my,why can't they just queue up but have to cut lines instead??argghh..i just dented my mum's car..again..

Which reminds me about Abel's blog n i have a few words myself..yesterdays afternoon after my previous blog in friendster..i had became,a driver..again..n damn am i pissed of these ppl!!nvm that i had a great lunch at the Yong Tau Foo restaurant beside my school,it was 2.30pm,i have to fetch mum al the way back to the house,change the radiator water (heaty,heaty,just like me temper..)n went back to school again to fetch my sis at 3pm...kononya,selamba-ly she walked out at 3.15 pm..nm nm..fetched her home,it was 3.30pm d..nm...sleep awhile:"Ghee,fetch me to the new house?"it was 4pm..i was like..bla blah blah..fine,came back,my sis wants me to get her to Mid Valley,arrghh,why they can't all go out at one time?no,she has to take her sweet bath first remember??oh yeah wen was the appointment at MV for the Digi forum thing?4.30pm huh?oh,what time is it now?4.35pm??icic...reached there,4.45pm..and man,am i really boiling at these ppl..the dirty bastard just swerved in front of me again,wen the road diverged,without even putting the signal!doesn't he know left is to Old Klang Road n to Federal Highway while left is back to MV??can u at least put a signal before u make an abrupt cut to the left??(note to Abel,is a HE!!=p)holy cow,on the way back wen i dropped her off,another idiot drove at like what(i really checked...25km/h??)n slow all the ppl down at the same junction,the one where i have to turn back to Taman Desa at Seputeh..and this idiot lady (so what if she looks like a business women,pay me half the deal u're making on the phone then i'll shut up!)is on her handphone!!chatting happily oblivious to the traffic she caused..feel like smaking her..oh,it doesn't end there,on the smooth striaght road back home another "cute" driver with four wheel drive is going at again..30km/h?n no suprise here,he's on his phone too!!oni,this one was lots "better"without hands free..i was like...arrggghhh..no wonder the accident rates are increasing with these fools,not concentrating on the road..IT konon..

then my schedule yesterday ended tiredly with me swimming 20laps(short i think) n went for another mamak drink with Alex kim..what's wrong with Taman Desa already?took us how long to find a decent parking lot?my goodness..tokorode,the outing with frens today were fun n this time i managed an hour n half!!woohoo...just like the good'ol days...went into the class too,really got no teacher...haha..anyhow,i'll be busy again,having to catch a movie later a MV with Min Ley again,Japanese Festivel Films,since its free..why not?tmr i'll be packed..and i'm gonna enjoy every moment of it,especially tmr..cuz 'm gonna meet up with ppl some like,haven't seen for half a year...note,its year!!not month,sigh..when ppl leaves secondary school...arrgh,dun wan to end the hols so fast!!

Personality Test,schmtest..

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traits:neat freak, organized, worrying, phobic, fears the unknown, irritable, pessimistic, emotionally sensitive, fears chaos, risk averse, fragile, unadventurous, depressed, frequently second guesses self, likes to fit in, does not like to stand out, perfectionist, hard working, does not like to be alone, clingy, dependent, practical, ordinary, cautious, takes precautions, good at saving money, suspicious, heart over mind, busy, altruistic

~Muahah~

Guess what i've followed my err,schedule,exactly n slept for about 14hours today!haha...super silly of me but i enjoyed it..i mean i was really flat out!slept at 2am yesterday waking up oni at 11.30am..(and that was oso because of the damn phone ringing which i couldn't be bothered to pick up1!=p)and after a scrumptious breakfast n hanging the clothes(imagine so late oni i woke up,wen the laundry was done at 7am..tsk tsk..)i...plopped back to sleep after finishing Man And Wife by Tony Parsons..

Wake up?5.30pm..n then dinner..yups,thats the itineary for today..max..unbelievable huh?as i have mentioned earlier..i'm tired out n i meant wat i said,sleep the whole day means whole day..feel kinda sad when i wake up,actually it was a mix emotion of serenity too..cuz it's been long since i can actually relax n sleep my day through at the sofa of my 19years memory-filled house..yea,i'm shifting,n dunno why today i'm all bombard by every scar n sign we made throughout our lives here..the slime on the wall,stickers near the stairs..etc..aww...n the neighbours..really gonna miss all those..n the gareden where the unflowers ones stood,the cabinet n the rooms,the rambutan tree that my grandfather planned when he was around..sigh..all these going to be just memories..it wouldn't be that hard if we have been shifting all the time..no,we have lived here 17 years,and now..we're shifting...sigh...

May Ching's DAy 2

ok,sorry May Ching,i know it's copy right,patented etc..but i'm so darn lazy to go through day 2 n since u've already done the report writing i'll just...sorry..i did add a few words here n there so...gomen gomen

hiking!! hoho.. that word has got two meaning.. one is fun.. another is tiring... as for me, i experienced the fun, the thrill and the tiredness.. imagine.. hiking up the hill for 1 and a half hour.. another record first time for me.. note to hui lin n shuey: guys, this is nothing like the jungle trekking we went in taman rakyat.. this is the real thing man! not even the jungle trekking at the other camp-dusun eco resort- can be compared to this.. one could feel the rush of adrenaline, the rapid pumping of the heart, the great urge to slow down and just drop dead.. the path was steep and full of tree roots.. it was like going up 80 degrees all the time.. imagine, us youngsters we already very 'chuan' and breathless edi.. nakamura and yoshida sensei still ok leh.. they are in their 60s edi summore.. well, maybe becos japanese people love hiking so they might be ok with this.. oh yah, lets not forget another japanese sensei.. matsuse sensei, a 29 year old male.. breathless like us.. and stopping every once in a while to answer the call.. of tobacco.. zha dao~

Kelly: and i would like to add,the sweat was like tap dripping,i can (but din..) squeazz my sweat out from my drenched shirt...eww...and my,I almost slipped and like what May Ching said,dropped dead!!serious..note here,i really salute Halim,Wong ,Aizat n some guys who managed to go in front,and stay in front throughout the whole journey hiking up there..omg...sports ppl,memang different..

malaysia's rainforest is still full of big huge trees.. i particularly like the view when you look above in the forest and u can see the sunlight penetrating into the leaves without reaching the ground.. yee feng, im experiencing those scenes that we see only in pictures in art class leh... hehe.. after reaching our destination, a hill named bukit teresek.. everyone was full of sweat and out of breath.. even the little breath that we had left was blown away by the magestic view of the rainforest from above... can u imagine? trees of red and green and yellow colours, all blended together to create this beautiful picture before my eyes.. i was.. speechless.. someday, no.. soon,.. im gonna paint these out,in watercolour perhaps.. taman negara series.. yeah!~

Kelly: i barely got to see anything cuz,i was toobusy catching my breath..

next, the canopy walkway... after hiking down bukit teresek.. we went walking between trees, 20 meters above ground.. wah lau eh! it was scary only when idiotic people shake their asses off behind.. other than that.. it was like really, wow!! cool... it wasnt fun all the way though.. most of the times, our views were blocked by the trees.. the best part,however was the feeling of walking so high above ground, surrounded by trees.. feeling how our scientific ancestors felt.. hehe...

Kelly: And Halim,in front of me was like,fooling around with me,scaring the wits outta me about the height..shoots,but we had fun joking arond..though so not cool when i took a pic on the bridge n nearly stmbled and lose my footing..careful careful...

then, with our muscles pulling, after all the excitement and thrill gone, all i felt like doing was to dip my feet into warm water.. so after reaching the motel, i did just that.. so relaxing.. so nice.. rest was what we deserved.. many slept through it.. er, maybe except this weird girl holding a book on the bed.. hehe.. after enough rest, we were all geared up for the next activity.. rapids shooting and visiting the orang asli village.. we went to the orang asli village first in these long boats with roof above.. cool huh?? we reached their um, jettyless-jetty and my oh my.. there they are.. the women and children of orang asli.. i always thought they might bear some resemblance to malay, like the kadazans in sarawak.. bt, how wrong i was.. they looked more like africans.. dark with afro-stled hair... the ladies, they were clad in only sarongs.. and some with their upper parts revealed.. uh, u know wat i mean...
well, we went to their 'home'/.. the state of it really shocked me.. they only had a canvas on top of their heads as roofs and two sticks in front to support the canvas.. no walls at all.. it certainly wasnt like the kadazans' houses which still have roofs and four walls surrounding them.. no.. only this and a tikar on the floor.. everyones' mouth fell wide open upon seeing this.. well, let me go through wat the guide told us about...
there are three tribes in this taman negara area.. the ones that we are visiting now is called the batek tribe, and the two others are jakun and s...( i cant remember).. this is the only tribe left who still lives here not wanting to leave the jungle.. the two others have already been 'modernised' and many are living outside the jungle, working in factories and so on.. the government, with the department of orang asli in charge, have invited them to somewhere more civilised, provided them with houses and education.. however, they left after only a week.. i guess, they weren;t used to our way of living.. so, now here they are.. practising the lives of their ancestors.. they move every 2 to three months.. i had once asked a doctor about the origins of these orang asli.. and the doctor told me that according to a research, there orang asli have got the same DNA as their peers in africa.. they might have come from africa long long time ago and settled here.. ( now is that intriguing or wat).. they dont have religion.. they only believe in the forest... (whatever it meant).. they speak bm and their own language senai.. they dont go to school so they are illiterate.. but, sometimes foreign tourists might come and stay with them, experiencing their way of life.. and teach them english in exchange too.. so, its not surprising to hear them speak english.. with a london accent!! (LOL..) they hunt for animals like fox, squirrels and monkeys and look for herbs in the jungle.. they are the only ones who can legally take anything they needed from the jungle.. people like us can kena saman even for taking a dried leave.. (of course, he was only joking, i think)
my reaction was.. how can anybody live in this condition?? it was like they live only for survival.. food, shelter and clothe.. goodness.. well, at least they still had something to cover on.. the men were better than the women.. they wore tshirts and pants, but the women.. sigh.. another case of gender unequality... they then showed us how they made fire, how they prepared the 'sumpit', a hunting weapon that they used... amazing.. imagine, in this modern lifetime, there still are people who get fire by rubbing the wood together.. in this case, the batek people used meranti wood and the stem of the bamboo.. he demonstrated the way... although it looked easy, it took him around 5 minutes to start the fire.. and only that required rubbing, blowing and all.. taihensou... next, he showed us how to make the 'sumpit'.. using a sharp lidi stick, some tree stem( the same one that people use to make cork) and a leave ( that have the same quality of the sand paper)... then, he demonstrated his shooting skills.. of course it hit the target ( a white polyesterine, pinned on a tree) well.. the guide asked us if anyone wanted to try.. he warned us that those who failed would have to stay overnight there,.. ( waseh, this guide has got a good sense of humour ler, he managed to make a few of my frens believe him, with his serious look.. haha) a few tried.. even nakamura sensei.. he failed too.. haha.. and he made such a cute face.. like wat u see in the japanese anime.. sooo cute.. imagine someone of ur grandad's age copying cartoons.. hahaha..

Kelly: and i did a pretty good shot,hit the damn polysterine but it din stuck there so erm...run fast!!!and i got into the boat with Halim n was then..haha,soaked..no wrong ideas pls..on the way to the next activity,we had another "game" of our own..which was,splashing-war!!we practically had a boat fight with the others n was splashing water at the other boats..poor May Ching n I,the innocent ones,where soaked wet before we can even make it to the swimming place..sigh..but it was fun..

last fun activity in the wild before returning to boring motel.. rapids shooting.. no idea, rite? yah, we had no idea that this was gonna be so much fun.. its like tug of war.. our long boats became war ships... dum dum dum.. wahaha... everytime another warship passed us, we splashed each other with water.. and the best part of all is everyone getting wet.. xinning and i were seated right in front.. so we were kinda the worst.. wet from head till toe.. all soaked up.. even the sensei were wet.. haha.. wet wet wet!! bt, a whole load of fun fun fun!!! after getting all soaked up, we stopped at the river bank to have another splash.. i didnt join in cos i was wearing shoes and well, okla.. excuses nia... i just didnt feel like it... so, xinning, matsuse and i just stood there looking at friends doing crazy stuff in the water while chatting..

Kelly: but it was not all super fun,have to wear this silly life jackets on..shoots,how to swim like that??and for the second time,i'm nearly carried away by the currents,this time..thank you Fairuz...hehe

after all the fun ended, it was time to go back.. we went back and bathed.. then we waited till 9 pm.. barbecue time.. er, we didnt grill them ourselves though.. they we ready cooked.. yum, yum.. delicious.. after that, with the feeling of drowsiness and tiredness all in me.. sleepiness naturally came along.. and with those three feelings.. i now wonder how could i have stand through the night till 12.. well, i did slip into dreamland while others were singing their lungs out, playing cards, watching tv.. er, i din go to my room cos then, i would be all alone.. scary leh,.. even with the lights on.. so i 'teng ju' till they finished watching apprentice.. er, i dun watch apprentice... dunno y...

Kelly: i did,watched Apprentice but cud barely hear a word with the loud karaoke going on...reading subtitles ni..and the Japanese game where Yoshida Sensei taught us was pretty fun..and after may Ching dozed of to dreamland,i found out that Xin Ning was still awake so with the Chinese guys,we went off on ur own little adventure to find mamak..and of cuz we were dissapointed,c'mon this is not KL...where u think u can find mamak at 12.30am??haha..whatta joke...anyway,we wondered off a little then finnaly gave way n slept..(not before i sneaked out with Min Ley's chips n share it with the Malay gals..haha,kk,she asked me to eat it anytime i want lar!!)well,that was end of day 2..

Day 3 was with us waking up late,haha,packing like siao even packing our wet sport shoes where i had practically flooded the toilet with mud (i cleaned it up k!!)and my,as i have mentioned our light luggages earlier on?this time it weighs like tonnes..maklumlar,all the water from ppols n rivers as souvenirs..haha..anyhow,we stopped by at McDonald's on the way back at the foothllof Genting Highlamds n home sweet home at last..no,i had to wait for 3 more hours b4 mum finally picked me up from the hostel..and soon..i've got new toilet mates..welcome to Kai Ning n Kohila,the best impression?just dirtied the toilet which min Ley had cleaned,5 minutes ago..sigh...i'm leaving out..bye bye...sigh sigh...

~Taman Negara1~

I'm back after a tiring days trip to taman negara..namely the national park which everyone goes oohhh-ahh about..i seriously dun see whats the hype about it,but i did enjoyed my trip there anyhow..the day starts all spoilt wen we went down too early for our own good..we went down n saw the Malay guys so they told us to teman Matsuse Sensei first at the guard house cuz he arrived way to early..and thats wen my mood of going to National Park was dampened..as usual after the normal greeting and chit chat,we quiet down n i hissed to Min Ley to start a conversation to Sensei cuz its damn awkward to be quiet at the whole time..and guess wat?she asked (no suprised there)about our god damn results..and my mood was all downhill from there..why?i got above 10th position..thats y..i suck big time now..i dun mind my results usually as long as its within the top 10..but no,this time,i sucked..big time..

So,the journey to National Park was not a pleasant one for me..yea,i was cheerful alright,before and after we head off..but during..sigh,the 3 hours seems longer than the 5 hours of bus ride to Penang..the 3 hours was like eternity,i switched between half-asleep n awake,feeling all bored when i'm awake.And i got irked by some ppl,namely...nvm.why do i have to go down with her to the convenince store,wen i went di?is going alone something unbeareable?can't she see im reading the paper,wen i say i dun want anything from the store,which part of the language she doesn't understand??i'm not broke k?i just dun wan anything,dun offer to belanja me as if i'm some cheap fren wanting to jump at every "belanja" offered,its an insult..and do u hv to stick to me like a leech???argghhhh..nm nm..calm down calm down..side track di..

Anyway,we finally reached the destination,dragging our oh-so light luggage with us.and we checked into our rooms after lunch..it was not what i had in mind,the Terasek Motel..i thought we'll be surrounded by trees,in the middle of the park,but no,it was kinda like a small village n we have to cross a river to actually go to the park.And as expected,Digi has no line while the rest of the Hotlink n Celcome users were like smirking like idiots..i know some who did k..while others breathe a sigh of relief as if not using handphone is like the end of the world..And my,the route downhill to the river was pretty steep and there's a clearing with rocks n uneven shores,and curse the damn rock that cut my toe..ouch..and as usual,i got a room wtih min ley,thank goodness it was an air-con room..advantage of being a gal..haha..some guys got non,and share a double bed(in this case,even Matsuse Sensei n Nakamura Sensei..eww...)and before that a dragging session of Chinese history with sensei after lunch while the malays went for their prayers,dun ask me how we got there..i think it begins with us asking Clement to write his Chinese name in Chinese characters..+)

Anyhow,the first activity after lunch was briefing n more briefing,and went to a small river for some cooling down..thats where we went half jungle trekking cuz,damn!the river was far!and we were all in slippers,and it made the journey hard cuz it was slippery,the route..anyhow,we finally made it there and was all sweaty and ready to jump in..it was a little dissapointment to see that its all murky but luckily it doesn't stink so..it was clean but the colour doesn't look inviting..the gals were all so hyped about jumping in while i..for the first time was the reluctant one and hold back before jumping in..cuz i heard enuf stories about leeches in rivers so...haha..anyway,yoshida sensei wanted to actually swim so i..followed her upstream where all the boys were undressing *ahem! and was already in the river...well,i was a bit reluctant cz the water was so...nvm,i went in anyhow,brave it through cuz sensei seems like,persuading me in..so off i went after her(this Aqurian ego or shall we say independence is really killing me..=p)..man,i really salute her,how can someone swim in an ankle length skirt??!!?my,and pretty steady too,lucky i went with the flow and manged to go across the river to the bundle of rocks opposite..usual cheering of guys from behind,it was kinda spooky cuz i never expected the current to alter me from the straight line i intended to..learned from physics so,can managed to swim slowly but steadily across..the route back however was not all so smooth-sailing,damn i got nervous when reached the boys and i still can't land my feet,it was still deep,and the current is taking me away..and Yoshida sensei's voice like,"tasuteage tasuketeage!!"made me felt more nervous n i struggled while panicking..i know i can do it but,i panicked and went down for awhile and the guys saw this as a sign and Arif pulled me up..no,i din drown,i was up the whole time so i need to go under awhile to swim over,holding my head up was too tiring.yeah,i was a little afraid to cuz the current was strong..i din swim the second time...sat there like a fool..and stop asking me why Min Ley was not there with me lar!!arrgh,i'm not her nanny for goodness sake and its not weird to be the oni 3 female there k!!Cik Min n Yosida Sensei there wat!!well,i had my usual bit of fun chatting with the guys n knowing them better..i even tried skipping rocks on water..managed a pathetic 2 but was happy with it!!haha

Then it was back to the motel where we clean up..on the minor part,i was going quick,getting sick of the boring few who is acting way too immature for their own good(n i was not suprised to see them act that way..guys,grow up!)n joined the malay guys instead..That night after dinner,we had a night watch of deers..this time it was pitch dark n u can hardly see ur five fingers or..the person in front..thank goodness for Luqman who stayed by me as we walked the narrow trail with the guides in front..they din tell us to get ready torches so it was like,Luq,Kim Shing,Chiang Shen,James n I sharing 1 torch..damn,and i nearly tripped a few tmes..it was pretty nice having some fren who care about ur welfare,reminding u to take precaution every step u take..thanks Luq,for the"romantic"walk that night..haha..well,we did managed to see the EYES of the deer then nothing...we head back n slept..after spending almost 1 hour searching for the damn deers with the deem shadow of the 3 so-not powerful torch lights..and again Luq made sure i reached the end of the trip safely while he went off later cuz he din signed up for the night safari which cost a cut-throat RM25!!(but it was later downed toRM20)thanks a bunch to him..i was pretty touched n flattered by his gentleman gesture unlike the immature bunch..side track side track..

And my,Day 1 din end there..we waited a whole 2 hours for the goddamn jip to arrive to fetch us for the night safari and almost went to bed pissed off..it was already 11.30pm wen they promised us 9pm!anyway,i again detached myself from the gang of Chinese and opt to follow the Malay gals instead(in my case,i like no strings attached n like to find new...er..."routes" be it friendship or my routine..ironic huh?)..and though our jip was the lousiest one..it was worth it..the guide used a super strong spot light to spot the night animals while sitting on the rooftop of the jip!i feared for his safety while the guy seems less so..whoa..anyway,the breeze was super duper cooling n refreshing as we hit the road..and my the stars that night!It was AWESOME!!its lke the whole galaxy of stars decided to show their best that night and i cud almost swear i can see the cloud of the milky way..super duper awesome..even if i saw no animals that night,i wudn't have mind paying the 20bucks..but "night life" we did saw..a whole lot of them too...

First we saw a grey leopard,a cub actually,but cudn't really see it clearly cuz it was dark..i actually learned from the guide that wen u shine light to these animals,they won't run but stand still...well,we can hardly make out the outline of the red eye mammal (female) or was it blue?(male) but only shadows of it..hmm..then we saw quite a lot,including snake,bird,2 super cute stripped cat family mammal which i dun remember the name..bulls...and I was the only one that went berserk seeing those bulls..it was a huge group of them,all white n i can see clearly their long curve horns..why was i the only one?cuz the rest saw almost everyday in their hometown..ouch..yeah yeah i know,i'm more kampung than them and it was idiotic of me to actually get so excited,but hey,it was dark and it took like...sometimes half n hour before the guide can spot anything that moves...so..i was yeah,i love to admit,pretty excited to see all WHITE bulls..i mean,i saw bulls before,ugly brown ones..this is beautiful!and we saw a mammal like erm,dunno whats its name,feasting and it was so cute!!it was like the overseas er...squirrel like cat and it has small hands.definetly cute..and we saw deer,an owl taking flight and the eyes of...musang..splendid i wud say..i wud say our jip was better cuz our guide,seeing we're his last customers n locals,gave us n extra n took us to a spot where he noticed an animal where even he doesn't know its name...too bad our luck ran dry there..and we din see the cute animal he claimed..by then,it was already 1.30am and we soon head back..on the way,we gave way to fatigue and except for Matsuse sensei n Min ley,the rest of the heads were already flowing with the rhythm of the wind as we leave the rocky n bumpy mud road n hit the smooth tar road home to the motel..suyasuya neta..and i really cherish every single moment there,the wind of the cooling breeze,the animals we saw,the jokes we shared,the dissapointment that the animals escaped,the young guides' explanation..every single moment of the Night Safari was there,carved in my mind and i will savour every single second of it...even the straight plopping down on the lousy bed due to exhaustion but felt fulfilled n grateful to be given the chance to enjoy the nature..

As for now,i'm tired out about day 1,and i've just came back today..will cont day 2 in the next blog..so...nites ppl..

~Wallow up gal...~

CAn't believe this..after my yesterday's super short entry,even telling everyone i'm fine...i cried..so damn f**king embarrassing..it must be the whole days mood,though practically i felt really...empty yesterday,not sad not angry..just empty...Then it must be all the series of misfortunes whoich always come in 3s...the last being that i've actually cycled with Min Ley to the cc yesterday of my previous entry.

Upon returning,i fell..not the hard,solid fall..i just...fell...yeah,blame it on myself for riding a bike taller than my butt,but then again without practise,i would NEVER ever able to ride a bike taller than myself huh??Its been like a practise theses days,when we dun feel like studying,Min Ley, May Ching and I will often get the boys to lend us thier bicycles to have a stroll around the hostel..sigh..well,it finally made its toll yesterday...i knew i would fall somehow,just didn't know it'll hurt my poor confidence so hard..i was devasted in fact..to exaggerate a little..

Yeah,u guys might be laughing cuz its such a small issue..but thats just a part of it..i cried,the whole 1 hour..Min Ley was such a nice sport and ironically a big bully all in one..sigh..she actually laughed out..LOUD when i fall yesterday,lucky its not on the main road for if so,good bye earth...(oh yeah,i'm currently in the LL room again waiting for my turn for kaiwa..and they are talking about me,trying to whisper but not making a good effort in doing so..sigh..some crap..talking as if i'm some diseases waiting for ppl to actually find out or cure..bull shit!!)Hell,all this bulkl shiting and cussing is really..fun...haha...then,she's so nice by helping me hide my stupid crying face on the way up to our room when Joanne abruptly came out from her room to find out what the fuss was all about (knowing us,shouting is a norm...)and she even called Teo to scold him for making me cry..(actually its not his fault,just that i've been through a series of bad mood and his "jokes" just triggered the tap flowing..)but she's also such a bully..arrghhh

She told eventually the whole world about it,making my crying a whole lot louder,this time its crying cuz of embarrasment..for all i know,it was such a relief to cry my heart out..i've not felt so much better in the long run..anyway,wanna thank Min Ley,for trying to cheer me up..May Ching n Xinning for accompanying me through the next 1 hour of wallowing..Thanks a bunch to Alex and Chee Wei for being such nice sport to actually called and smsed me..shoots..why in the world i have to be such a drama queen??i think,this once..will be enough thank you..just once..for now..i'm empty again,not talking to anyone throughout the whole day..thank goodness for websites and internets...

ARGHHH

wat is it with ppl???just because i'm dead silent for one day,assumptions can be made that i'm feeling moody etc???goodness gomme a break...no,i seriously have no issue etc,just feel like being quiet so...i hate to explain myself..anyway,todays chokai can die,in fact all of it can die..

i have no idea why this time around we all have taken a smooth "route"...of not really putting a 110% in our revisions etc..we even continued our daily games of Badminton,with our newest member,Min Ley..who really si good at it and aslo made the first move to actually asked the Malay kohais name..haha...one of them is so cute (attitude wise k??) and she even manged to make another kibishi looking kohai smile..haha...anyway,this time will i suck at my exam?too early to tell..for all i know...I'm slacking...mata..(not in the mood to write cuz at cc again,sigh,its becoming a tradition that every kaiwa exam i sure go to cc..shoots...)until monday,hopefully by then i can on9 using my new notebook..woohooo^-^

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